(NOTE: this post is part of a series that further describes how my current relationship with Ascended Master, El Morya came to be. The original post is https://iam-now.org/2025/03/08/my-relationship-with-el-morya/ and is very brief. I am expanding on that post for me and for the others who are also having this experience.)
Know YOU ARE NOT ALONE. I AM HERE. I AM ALWAYS HERE.
This post is part 1 of 8.
Throughout my adult life, if I had to describe my life I would say something like, “I have been aware that there is more to life than what I see with my eyes.” I’m not sure why I am writing that or why this is important but I think it will make sense as I continue.
What this means is that I have always felt connected to Spirit. I have always been guided, knew things, felt things, and saw things that were not visible to the human eyes.
I also want to say that I just assumed that everyone was having the same experiences as me. Why would I assume otherwise? Why would we all need to talk about it since we are all having the same experience, right?
I never worked as a psychic, medium, channeler or anything similar. I did eventually realize that I was having experiences that other people were not. But, I did not think that I was “special” or different from anyone else.
But when I did “receive” information, I would have to try really hard to hear Spirit and then figure out what they were saying. (It is quite funny for me to write about this now and see the difference.)
My Spiritual Emergence (or Emergency) began in September of 2024. I was driving home (to metro Detroit, Michigan) from Santa Fe, New Mexico after having completed my last class in a 3 year program in Biodynamic Craniosacral Therapy (BCST). The class was amazing (and perhaps a catalyst – and perhaps deserves a blog post in the future).
The entire trip was fabulous. (This is important and a key – even though to the reader it might not seem that way.) I had taken my time while driving out to class. I was in no hurry and did whatever I fancied. I stopped in Colorado for a few days, went on a couple cave tours, visited a friend (Karen – who is my spiritual sister), did lots of shopping and just hung out and relaxed.
Now, fast forward to my drive “home.” I was on the freewayI-75in Michigan, just south of the city of Detroit. There is a stretch of the freeway that turns into a bridge and is elevated. In the past, I have always enjoyed this stretch of road because it gives a great view of downtown Detroit. On this day in September of 2024, two things happened simultaneously as I approached this place. (1) I see the downtown Detroit landscape and I don’t recognize it [like this was the first time I have seen this view]. (2) A small voice in my head says that I am leaving in 3 years.
I didn’t think anything about the voice, because during the trip, I talked about how I wanted to move out West – preferably to Arizona. So I figured that I would leave Detroit and move out west in 3 years. But I did think it was unusual that I didn’t recognize the downtown Detroit landscape. I have lived in this area most of my life and there wasn’t that much new development. The experience was just as I had experienced while driving through the various cities where I’ve never been or lived. It was all brand new to my awareness.
(Side note – as I type this I am filled with so much bliss.)
VOICE MEMOS
Once home, my Spiritual Emergence begins. By spiritual emergence, I mean that my awareness, the messages and transmissions coming through me occurred like never before. I didn’t have to struggle to hear or figure out what was being said. The voice was as clear as talking to any other human.
I began to (and still do) record my experiences in a voice memo app on my mobile devices. The information flowed out of my lips and often bypassed my brain. Other times, I would be “stabbed” with info and it would take me minutes to hours to describe the knowledge that was given to me.
At this point, I didn’t think I was crazy. Even though I was told my Ascension date (remember the 3 years I mentioned above?) including the time, place and how it would occur. I was given information about my family and friends. I could think of a person and know all about them. (Again, I didn’t try, the information was just there.)
I was shown the “new” world and what is being created on planet earth (or trying to be created). I knew new concepts in science, how the body actually functioned and things that haven’t been discovered yet. All of this is recorded. Also, it didn’t matter what I was doing. The information would flow. I could pause it and when I was ready it would continue flowing. This was just about a daily occurrence that lasted – well, I guess it still happens, only now I have more “control” over it.
TRUSTED PEOPLE
At this time, I reached out to a few trusted people. One being my soul sister, Karen, who was totally into it and supportive of me. (Of course she would be, since she is my soul sister and we have shared many lifestreams together.) There were a couple of times when I called her laughing so hard because the TRUTH was revealed to me. [I’m not teasing you by not writing it. I’m trying to make a point at how much bliss I was in and having the truth revealed is so FUNNY.] I knew the TRUTH and it was hilarious. How are more people not laughing all the time? (Please write to me if you know what I mean – the TRUTH is HILARIOUS!).
Then I reached out to my BCST teacher, Scott. I know he is busy so I decided to email him. As I am finishing the email my fingers type I AM HERE AND NOW. I AM ALL THERE IS. I AM NOW. I AM. Just to be clear, my fingers typed by bypassing my brain. And this was the first time this happened to me. The Spirit took control of my hands.
I looked at the words again.
I AM NOW.
I AM.
Hmm. Haven’t I learned about this before?
(This post to be continued and linked when posted)
