(NOTE: this post is part of a series that further describes how my current relationship with Ascended Master, El Morya came to be. The original post is HERE https://iam-now.org/2025/03/08/my-relationship-with-el-morya/ and is very brief. I am expanding on that post for me and for the others who are also having this experience.)
Know YOU ARE NOT ALONE. I AM HERE. I AM ALWAYS HERE.
This is post 4 of 8
I now had a name to call the Presence in my life. El Morya or Morya El. During this initial contact, which lasted for over a month, we were inseparable. Just like the El Morya Bonding Prayer says, “I and my Father Morya are one.”
We talked all the time and we talked about everything. I could ask for advice, where things were in my house, what to wear, what to eat, etc. Sometimes I vocalize my words, other times, I communicate them via my mind. And I heard His words clearly in my head. I didn’t have to strain or try to figure out what He was saying.
I have all of His instructions and transmissions recorded on a voice memo app. As a matter of fact, the recordings were His idea.
One of the first times He instructed me to record was during the initiation ceremony. (The word “initiation” is my word. I also want to be very clear, that once El Morya gave me His name, I did NOT google anything about Him and I steer clear of anything written about Him or from Him because I don’t want to be influenced and start to imagine He is saying/doing the same things to me.)
INITIATION
I was told by him on a Friday evening that my life would change on Sunday. Per usual, I was not given any more information.
Sunday evening, I performed my Violet Flame Decree session as I normally do in the evening. Shortly after, I was guided to read something about El Morya and those He trains. Again, I didn’t think anything about this and it didn’t seem that unusual for me to receive this form of guidance.
Then, everything changed. He called me to His ashram. When I arrived, there were 4 others (like me – meaning that they weren’t Ascended Masters or wearing the white robes like everyone else).
El Morya talked to me directly. He gave me 2 choices. My choices were (A) to complete my mission on earth now OR (B) to continue living my life as I have been – that of being a free spirit.
That is a very, very short description. I was shown visuals and images in my mind of how things would play out, depending upon my choice. Everything was very clearly explained. There was no pressure to choose either one.
I very clearly remember what happened next. I looked at Him and said, “I love you” as tears streamed down my face.
That was my answer.
I knew and He knew that I chose the first option.
At that moment, He reached through my physical chest and performed some stuff in and through all of my 4 bodies. (FYI, I do have all of the details recorded but am choosing not to share them all because I don’t want someone to “fake” or “imagine” them.) I want to add that the sensations I experienced in that moment were very much real and physical. There was a sharp shooting sensation along with intense heat that lasted for several minutes.
Next I was given a white robe to wear along with a robin’s egg blue colored cape.
I followed the other initiates into a hall and sat. We chanted in a language that I am assuming is Sanskrit (or something very close to it).
After some chanting, I talked to the group with whom I had entered and they had told me that they knew I was going to choose the first option. They said that in all my lifestreams I always chose the “right” path.
RECORDINGS
I mentioned the recordings a little bit earlier in this post. During the initiation ceremony, El Morya told me to get my phone and to recount what had happened so far. Which I did. Then once I finished the recounting, the ceremony continued as I recorded the details in real time into my phone.
He continues to do this with me, having me record our interactions.
To be continued


